ALL ABOUT ME ~reprise~

hmmm... i just said on my previous entry na i've learned a lot na din from my previous experiences... at least i thought i have already learned my lessons. hehehe.. but just a very short while ago, what i realized was it's not that easy to do things such as those things that i've said. uhmmm.. like using your head a bit more... i thought i already did and that it would at laast save my ass from being hurt... pero bakit ganon... di na nga nag-expect, gumamit na ng utak.. masakit pa rin. does it mean that i'm just concealing my true feelings just like a defense mechanism? i think it's getting clearer na ganon nga.. kase i was still hurt although at least not that much but the point is, im still hurt which defeats the purpose of why im doing something like a "change of attack or tactics." Sabi ko nga im protecting myself from getting hurt pero first line of defende pa lang.. tinamaan kagad ako... hahaay.. ang gulo ng mundo.. lolz... sabi naman ng friend ko it takes time daw and at least this time, ginamit ko daw utak ko at least sa pag-aakala ko.. and i know what he implies... well.. sana nga... pero like i've said on the original version, i'm not chaing the way that i follow my emotions more but this time, un nga, i need to use a little bit more of my head. kumbaga, be rational pa rin kahit na intense ang feelings... tsk..

ang masasabi ko nalang.. tuloy ko lang muna ung bago kong tactics and i'll be a little bit more apprehensive and the most important of them all, BAHALA NA SI BATMAN.. lolz ..

Going ga-ga over CHARMED

I know this entry is almost a decade late but what the heck, I still love it. Actually, a lot of my friends have been watching the series for quite a long time now. Im just not sure though if they've watched the series from its pilot episode. There were times in the past when I saw a couple of episodes but since I wasnt an avid follower, I didn't really know anything about the series except for t'was about three sisters being witches fighting evil using their powers. And when I got to watch an episode before, I always had a lotta questions to my friends on who's who... what's what.. etc.. The reason that I wasn't able to follow the series (even though I really like the plot and to think the setting is in San Fo) was that I havent watched the pilot season and for me, it really is hard to follow any series if you were'nt able to start it from the very beginning. The same reason I haven't followed FRIENDS. But just three weeks ago, my padmate bought CHARMED pilot season dvd's and i was able to watch some of the episodes and i'd say t'was really addicting. I even got late because of watching it. lolz.. I was able to understand who really they were and answered some my questions about the it. Last week, that same padmate of mine bought the second season dvd's and we already started watching it. Although I still miss some of the episodes, I still enjoyed those that I saw and I'd say I'm already loving the show. I love the concept, I love the sisters and I love Prue(Shannen Doherty). It's just so bad that the producers had to "kill" her character because according to my research(LOLZ).. Alyssa and Shannen just can't seem to work good together and one had to go. Alyssa tried to leave as well but since Shannen already told the producers she will leave the show, the producers asked Alyssa to stay. Anyways, it's just a frustration for me because Shannen's character is my favorite not to mention that she's also the sexiest and the prettiest for me among the sisters. Hmmm...

I think I'm going to watch the succeeding seasons even without Prue. **SOB** I'm not sure though if it's already on season 6 or 7 here in the Philippines; because in the US, Charmed is on its final season and is almost on their series finale.

Anyhow.... =)

a forwarded text and a spam e-mail

My "ex" once texted me this when we were in the verge of going on separate ways:

"it's best to w8 4 d 1 u want, dan 2 settle 4d1 available; best 2 w8 4 d 1 u luv, dan 2 settle 4 d1 around; best 2 w8 for d ryt 1 coz lyf is 2 short 2 waste on d wrong 1."

hmmm.. in contrast i received this spam e-mail from a friend. Here it goes:

"THE BUS ********

Love is like waiting for a bus.

When the bus comes, you look at it and you say to yourself "eeee...so full....cannot sit down, I'll wait for the next one."

So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at it you said, "eeee...this bus is so old...so shabby!"

So you let the bus go and again, decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while another bus came, it's not crowded, not old but you said, "eeee...not air conditioned ... better wait for the next one."

So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it was getting late. You panicked and jumped immediately inside the next bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded the wrong bus!

And you wasted your time and money just to get into the wrong one!

Even if an air conditioned bus comes, you can't ensure that the air conditioned bus won't break down or whether or not the airconditioner will be too cold for you.

Wanting to get what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance. If you find that the "bus" doesn't suit you just press the red button and get off the bus! Hey, who said life is fair???

The best thing to do is be observant and open-minded. If it doesn't suit you, get off.

I'm sure you've had this experience before. You saw a bus coming (the bus you want of course).

You flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not see you and zoomed pass you! It just wasn't meant for you!

The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting for a bus you want. Getting on the bus and appreciating the bus by giving it a chance depends totally on you. If you haven't made any choice, WALK!

Walking is like being single. The good side of it is you can still choose any bus you want...the rest who couldn't afford another ride would just have to be content with the bus they rode on, ugly or not.

Also, sometimes it is better to choose a bus you are already familiar with rather than to gamble with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then again, life wouldn't be complete without the risks involved.

But there is one bus that I failed to tell you about.- the Bus you do not have to wait for, the Bus that will stop on its own and ask you if you wish to come inside, then take you for a joy ride for the rest of your life.


Hope you get to ride on that bus! :)"


Life is but full of choices. Happiness is in your hands and not with others. If you want to be happy, you can make it happen. So it's up to you on what's better to believe from the two articles. ;-)